feel dissapointed with boy .

tonight ,,i feel very dissapointed with a boy named mr.blablah (can't mentioned his name ,,~dunno why???~) .for him i done anything !! because L.O.V.E just it !! because i loved him !! u know ?? most important things from my love's life ?? it is a promised that i never want to say "I LOVE YOU" to a boy (again~for a 2nd times~) ..but guess what ?? i was done it !! but ..he's never answered it until NOW since april 24, 2009 !! that's why i'm sad ,,he's just answered "Not Yet" .hey ladies ,,tell to me is it can called an answered ?? actually NO ,,that's not the answer mr.D (okay ..finally i can mentioned his initial ,,that's enough ??) .

ukh ..now i'm give up ..i'm never again tried to love you .i'm so tired ,,if u really love me say Yes ,,if not say No .don't say Not Yet ! for me it means u likes give me a hope and chance ,but actually there's nothing !
hey boy !! i'm just an ordinary girl ,what do u want from me ?? if u wanna make me broken (again~and~again) u better go away from me !!
no !! i'm not bad ..i'm a good girl ..don't judge me like this !!
we are still friends i mean .but i'm not love u anymore .